I'll even get the dog Mom never let me have!!

I’m  having a hard time thinking what’s going to happen to me after we get back to classes from the strike, so I find almost impossible to think about my future right now.

It will sure be lousy and boring. My boyfriend has been mocking around the idea of me actually becoming a tattoo artist if I fail taller. It was funny a few months ago but now I feel like I should start practicing and drawing, because I see nothing bright about my project for documentary class.

I don’t even have a “dream job” or anything; I just can’t picture myself doing anything apart from being a lazy 12 year old kid playing videogames in an oversized hoodie, eating instant noodles with rats around.  Although, I’ve been wanting to work at a sex shop or something quite like; I love all those kinky toys, the colors, the lightning of the shelves and the hangers with those expensive yet ridiculously small lingerie pieces. Above all, the people who usually hang around those shops are very fun and interesting, is always either young curious couples or old men.

I would also enjoy working at a saloon, I’m a good hairdresser and I like cutting hair off, but both jobs leave very little money left to cover up for my expensive habits such as buying stuff I don’t need, lots of alcohol, cat and rat food and litter, and video games.

Hope things turn to be better than this. I would really love to leave this house as soon as possible. It seems I have no intention of being successful, which is sad, my lack of conviction reminds me of Punpun’s. Which also reminds me, this year the 13^th volume comes out, and it is said it would be the last one.

Back when he was young, he saw the opportunity of winning a huuuge prize money, he knew so little about life then …